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My Friend Still Life

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Still life, how and why, we became friends. Although I had drawn objects from life, I never really thought of them as still-lives. Until the second term of my first year, when I produced this series of oil paintings. These paintings were done after I suffered the bereavement of fellow student and friend – only two days before the start of the Easter semester. During the first lesson, I could not think of anything but what happened a few days before. Everything my tutor said seemed to trigger me.

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© 2021, Dottie-may Aston, The Lone Fig.

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The subject for this painting workshop was to paint an apple, the painting I did was awful. At the end of the class my tutor suggested that we all produce at least one fruit painting by the next week. So on my way home, I picked up some fruit and painted them that night. I painted the same apples over and over again to prove to myself that I could paint an apple well, because I had failed so miserably in class. The following painting is my favourite that I have done of an apple.

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© 2021, Dottie-may Aston, Co-dependent Couple.

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I surprised myself with the amount of enjoyment I got from these paintings, I had never really thought much of still life. But whilst painting I found satisfaction in their subtle positions and giving them personalities. After that term I drifted away from still life until the first national lockdown. When, for a painting workshop, I painted a bat – I will tell you more about that painting another day. After that I started to paint the objects around me. I settled for a while on the inspiration of shell formations – find out more about these paintings here.

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© 2021, Dottie-may Aston, fruit painting.

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Blab About Genres and Margaret

© 2021 Dottie-May Aston.


This term I plan to produce paintings similar my favourite painting so far, Margaret. Although I will not paint copies of her, instead, I will use my idea and feeling of her. In a sense, Margaret is somewhat simplistic and yet she is rather surreal. Maybe that is the best way to describe my work, as a simplistic take on surrealism.

I don’t really know what name to pick for my art genre, but part of me does not want to be labelled. If I were, the possibility of me becoming bored would be highly probable. Additionally, feeling the pressure to maintain a certain genre would be too great. Instead of genres I would like my artwork to be named after myself. Like my body and mind my art will age and mature throughout my life. Rather than spending this time fighting the inevitable, by nurturing my abilities I plan to make the most of it. My artwork has developed in the sense that I have stopped looking at other artists work in a way to feed my own. Although, I have never looked at a painting and thought to do something similar, without me realising the inspiration would find a way into my work. Now I am content, with all that I paint is me, the inspiration for my paintings has been drawn from my vision.


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Lockdown Still Life

During the first national lockdown I was struggling to find inspiration to continue my main body of work in the confines of my flat. I started to take in my surroundings which gave me a feeling to paint from life. Finding inspiration from my various possessions I developed an interest in painting objects placed a box. I felt that I myself, wasn’t much different to the object.


© 2020 Dottie-May Aston, Toby Reclines.

I found myself intrigued by metal objects, a subject that reappears in these paintings is the Toby Jug. These objects are quite the contrast to the fruit that I painted a year earlier. I enjoyed the freedom of not worrying about my subject degrading overtime it allowed me to scrutinise over each painting.


© 2020 Dottie-May Aston, Toby and His Jug.

I enjoyed the challenge of painting a metallic object. The colour varies depending on what type of light source you project onto it. It was with these paintings that I started to experiment with the perception of what objects are. The relationship between two metallic objects is very intriguing to me, the reflections quite literally bounce off each other giving me an endless choice of possibilities for painting.


© 2020 Dottie-May Aston, Untitled.

I put objects out of their context as a way to challenge the viewer, that is why I left the painting above untitled. In this sense I am inviting the viewer to make their own interpretations of what they see in the image without limiting the answer to my own understanding. At this stage I found myself letting go of the stigma surrounding still life painting. Beginning to enjoy the freedom of expression through a genre that has nearly exclusively been represented by food.


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Mollusca Femella


“Secluded within their shell homes longing for freedom, stretching out they still cannot escape this attachment – expressing themselves through dance like positions.”


Photography credit: Sadhbh Lynam

Shells, molluscs and natural oddities, these, combined with a delicate eye for the female form, are the essence of Dottie May Aston’s series Mollusca Femella. Born in the Forest of Dean and based in West Wales, May-Aston plays with expressive graceful forms melting into shells, a poignant comment on the current limits on everyday freedoms. Using thin layers of oil paint, she paints surreal images of imagination. -from my bio on the Lone Worlds website.


© 2020 Dottie-May Aston. Mollusca Femella.

My artist statement for the Lone Worlds, group show I exhibited hosted a at The Stainable Studios, in Cardiff.

As we become separated from our expressions and the fundamental contact that we as humans crave, we become objects. My world within the medium of oil paintings is where the human form is one with the shell that protects but also burdens them. Secluded within their shell homes longing for freedom, stretching out they still cannot escape this attachment – expressing themselves through dance like positions. I have been working sporadically since the end of the first national lockdown on this painted series. During that time, I suffered from an artistic block that lasted several weeks. Uninspired by the confines of my flat I spent a great deal of time exploring my collection of various natural curiosities – which includes a variety of shells. Originally, I was born in the Forest of Dean, Gloucestershire, I’m now based in the coastal town of Aberystwyth. Taken by the natural beauty of the area, and inspiration from natural curiosities that I’ve gathered on my walks along the coast, I created sculptures built upon the remains of various remains of creatures, most recently molluscs. Musing upon these objects, my mind often drifted into a surreal world of possibility. Once the fresh air of inspiration came back to me, I began to bring to life these fantasies. These paintings are different from what I have previously produced as the tonal range is more limited and higher key. It has taken a lot of courage to move away from the dark backgrounds of my previous works sparking a new stage in my work.


© 2020 Dottie-May Aston. Mollusca Femella.

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Object Painting

At the start of term, my painting tutor suggested that I paint objects without thinking of them as a still life. With this feedback I then went on to portray two paintings, one a rosebud, and the other a Murex shell. While painting the Murex I decided to video it using my phone as a time-lapse. This is the first time I have filmed the development of my paintings. As odd as it may sound, I found it interesting to see myself work. There are some painting decisions that I can’t remember making, some of which I regret. For example, I repainted the shell after destroying it when painting the background. In hindsight I should have focused on the backdrop before detailing. Despite this I am glad I made these mistakes, through this experience I have learned more about my process. Please let me know if there is anything that you think I should have painted differently.


Object Murex


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Effeminate Watercolours

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© 2020 Dottie-May Aston. Effeminate Watercolours.

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Recently I have had an obsession with using watercolour for figure drawing. This burst of colour was somewhat unexpected from my usual medium of the graphite pencil but not an unwelcome one. The vibrant colour and fluidity of these recent drawings contrast with the sharpness of my previous grey studies.

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© 2020 Dottie-May Aston. Effeminate Watercolour

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I found it challenging to use this medium in the life room. I had grown used to going at my own pace at home with online resources making it difficult to finish my drawings in the five-minute period of the short pose. With the longer poses I was left with too much time on my hands!

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© 2020 Dottie-May Aston. Effeminate Watercolours.

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Due to COVID-19 I was only getting a quarter of the time that I would normally get in the class, the remaining hours being self-directed. I ended up making the difficult decision to drop my Life Drawing module. With my painting module being self-directed and all my written work I have, I couldn’t motivate myself to produce live drawings when I couldn’t go to class.

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© 2020 Dottie-May Aston. Effeminate Watercolour.

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The Shunga Occurrence

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I’ve always been a fan of this print; The Dream of the Fisherman’s Wife by Hokusai, the image was first published in 1814. Although I wasn’t thinking of Hokusai at the time of painting the first few of these images, after I noticed this visual link I decided to look into these prints further. Turns out that The Dream of the Fisherman’s Wife is part of the ukiyo-e movement that sought to express an idealisation of contemporary urban life and appeal to the new chōnin class. It was also Shunga, a Japanese term for erotic art, that was enjoyed by all social groups in the Edo period.

© 2020 Ameonna, Dottie-May Aston.

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I then came across something called Ero Guro or the English-Japanese highbred name, Wasei-eigo, ero from “ero(tic)”, Guro from “gro(tesque)”, and nansensu from “nonsense”. The “grotesqueness” implied in the term refers to things that are malformed, unnatural, or horrific. I think this unique name could be applied to the majority of my work.

© 2020 Ameotoko, Dottie-May Aston.

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This led me to continue with this painting series as a contemporary Shunga/Ero guro series. Looking deeper into the human fixation with making erotic connections with cephalopods, in a somewhat Surrealist style. 

© 2020 Gigolo, Dottie-May Aston.

I decided to name these paintings after Japanese folklore, mythology and, other intriguing stories that I have always found fascinating. The ones I’ve done so far are titled, Amabie’s Kiss, Gigolo, Ameonna, and Ameotoko. I plan to repaint some of these at some point and continue more paintings relating to this recent research.

© 2020 Amabie’s Kiss, Dottie-May Aston.

I named this painting, Amabie’s Kiss. Amabie originating from a Japanese legend of a mermaid or merman who has three legs, and allegedly emerges from the sea prophesying either an abundant harvest or an epidemic. The figure to the left I have painted as Amabie, who is spreading the epidemic in the form of a kiss to the jellyfish.

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“I have drawn things since I was six. All that I made before the age of sixty-five is not worth counting. At seventy-three I began to understand the true construction of animals, plants, trees, birds, fishes, and insects. At ninety I will enter into the secret of things. At a hundred and ten, everything–every dot, every dash–will live”

-Hokusai Katsushika
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The Inhabitants of Nacre

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I’ve recently been reading Greek mythology after my painting tutor said that a few of my paintings reminded them of some of the creatures. Although I’d like to do some mythology paintings, I want to do it in a nonconventional way. Because I’m painting from imagination, I’d like to just read and reflect on the mythology stories and see what images appear in my mind. See from my series of paintings called The Inhabitants of Nacre, featuring Mikros and Bios, Detritus, and Capsid – they have the appearance of mythical creatures. When I was painting these I was picturing the inside of an empty shell and imagining what beings could inhabit the empty space. After Painting them I started to research what creatures actually live inside a shell, and I started to look in to different microorganisms. Remarkably the names of them sound similar to the names of the greek gods!

© 2020 by Dottie-May Aston. The Inhabitants of Nacre, Mikros and Bios.

I have a habit of giving miscellaneous objects personalities and names, and yes people do fine this unsettling even my fiancé, who I think was worried about my mental health when I decided I wanted to keep a slice of a tangerine because it had a siamese twin and he had to wait until it went mouldy to throw it out. I think my attached with 3D objects may be why sculptural work comes more naturally to me, opposed to painting. But I think I’ve found a way to apply my natural sculptural process to painting. By picturing some obscure objects I’ve studied and moulding them together with my imagination as I paint, sometimes this happens as a reaction of a mark I make on the canvas.

© 2020 by Dottie-May Aston. The Inhabitants of Nacre, Detritus.

I’ve titled this series The Inhabitants of Nacre for those of you that don’t know Nacre is the name for the inner layer of the shell, also more commonly known as mother of peal, possessing an iridescent and metallic quality. A surface that resembles the silver gilded canvases that I often work on, some Nacre will have sheen of blueish colours that is similar to the blue paint that I am currently addicted to working with. This resemblance of my work to this mother of pearl is what brought me to name the series The Inhabitants of Nacre. The inhabitants bit is referring to the microorganisms, witch I have used to named the life forms of my paintings. I have only three paintings in this series currently but I have no doubt that they will led me on to more paintings relating to this subject matter and new method of painting.

© 2020 by Dottie-May Aston. The Inhabitants of Nacre, Capsid.

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Studio Space Old and New

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© 2020 by Dottie-May Aston. Previous studio (window view).

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I still remember my first real studio, it was in the same building as my mother’s studio gallery/shop. I contributed a bit of the rent every week to have the little room above the kitchen. It was very cosy as it was an attic. The building was a historical property located in cardigan. Originally a stable for the cardigan castle, my room would of been where they stored things. It had to be painted with yellow ochre because it was made of limestone.

© 2020 by Dottie-May Aston. Previous studio (outside).

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This little room suited me, it was such a happy time for me to have somewhere that wasn’t my bedroom, to make and create. I came to love the studio so much more than my room, to the point that the only time I spent in my bedroom was sleeping or getting ready to head to the studio. The times that I wasn’t doing any of these things I was working to pay for my studio with my little jobs.

© 2017 by Dottie-May Aston, Previous studio (my messy desk).

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Because of those jobs I rarely had a full day in the studio, that’s why I’m so happy to have a studio space in my second year of uni. I’m trying to make the most of the time that I have as a student and focus on my main goal which is to develop my artistic talents and skills, without worrying about other commitments. Plus having my studio in the old college is so inspiring for me!

© 2020 by Dottie-May Aston, Current studio space.

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I would of never dreamt that my studio would be in this stunning Gothic building! It’s charming character inspires my work and its sea view calms my mind from the midst of my chaotic thoughts. I have been very lucky to have such a big space! I will miss this building very much so when we get kick out in June. I am also happy it will finally get the attention and love it’s been waiting so long for! I hope my third studio will be as charming as the last two.

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Me and My Blue Devils

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I don’t say everything, but I paint everything.

Pablo Picasso
© 2020 by Dottie-May Aston, Blue studio.

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My blue period is a series of paintings where I have used the human body to express personal traumatic experiences featuring things that are otherwise sensitive for me to describe…

© 2020 by Dottie-May Aston, Blue.

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But because I decided to use the human figure and not random shapes, my tutor’s disregarded these paintings as “college art” and not “real art”. I found these comments difficult but I know there is truth to these words, so after their feedback, I have decided to let go and lose all care of if the future viewers understand my work. I will be posting these blue paintings regardless, explaining the concepts.